Sinks...

Apparently i have a thing for throwing up in sinks now! haha i have YET to throw up in my own toilet... i threw up earlier this week in my bathroom sink and then today i threw up 3 times in my kitchen sink...it just happens so fast...at least i havent thrown up on the carpet or anything like that...needless to say i am miserable...is it ever going to go away?? i thought at least by now it would start to get better...BLAH! i am such a baby... i hate throwing up and being sick to my stomach more than ANYTHING... and the worst part is..its SMELLS that make me dry heave and throw up..BOO! i wish i couldnt smell these days..things would be a lot easier for me if that was the case! ha! i dont know what made me think being pregnant was going to be so blissfull and fun..maybe because no one ever really talks about all the little things you have to go through...and i guess some people actually are fortunate enough to never get sick... ohh well it will all be worth it in the end...right? i just feel bad for my poor husband that has to put up with me laying around sick and constantly whining about being so nauseous...and making him smell different spots in the house that i think smell like that nasty food our neighbors have to cook every night when really he doesnt smell anything guess its just my extra sensitive nose ..and having to make me peanut butter toast in the morning and when he gets home from work at night becuase thats the only thing that makes me feel better when im nauseous....well 2 1/2 more weeks and ill be out of my 1st trimester..and it cant come soon enough!! thanks for letting me vent!!